Libberachi

IDK if this completely applies to She Who Must Not Be Named, but I happened to be going through my music collection (Which is quite sizeable, lol) again today, and this kinda reminded me of her:

You crave attention as if it's due to you,
You want permission to behave as badly as you do,
You want respect, but you don't act respectable,
You want fame to fill the void where you once had a soul.

But you haven't earned it, you haven't walked long enough in these shoes,
You don't deserve it, you haven't nearly paid your dues,
But you haven't earned it, you haven't walked long enough in these shoes,
You don't deserve it, you haven't nearly paid your dues.

It's so pathetic, this image you portray
Shatters like crystal, and slowly fades away,
You want the world's eyes, you need the accolades,
You want the money, and all the empty praise.

But you haven't earned it, you haven't walked long enough in these shoes,
You don't deserve it, you haven't nearly paid your dues,
But you haven't earned it, you haven't walked long enough in these shoes,
You don't deserve it, you haven't nearly paid your dues.

When it's all over, what will you have left?
You'll still be incomplete, forgotten and depressed,
You want acceptance, it's all you wanted all along,
You want forgiveness from those who you have wronged.

But you haven't earned it, you haven't walked long enough in these shoes,
You don't deserve it, you haven't nearly paid your dues,
But you haven't earned it, you haven't walked long enough in these shoes,
You don't deserve it, you haven't nearly paid your dues.

Her bones are so thin that her leg broke with minimal pressure. She SHOULD have been getting enough calcium from her diet to prevent such things. Oh, and how do I know her bones are thin, even though the doctor didn't take an X-ray? Her bone stuck right through her leg. ;_____; SO! She and the other birds will be getting smaller water bowls so I can put the liquid calcium supplement I was given in their bowls.

I have a confession to make, too. Money hasn't been (as) much as an issue as it has been in the past, thanks to my family. My mother also babysits me AND the birds almost all day. While she and the rest of my family are more than a little screwed up, and she tends to be a complete bitch to me, AND they're the reason I'm so sick in the first place... I'm extremely grateful for their help. Without my parents help of late, I would not have been able to pay for things like Saphira's vet bills. So there's that. So for all my bitching, they ARE a tremendous help. That I would never deny. In fact, if they weren't so verbally, emotionally - and in the past, physically - abusive, I'd never have a problem with them. So there's that.

... CarlaC? I honestly can't think of what she would've done to get herself banned, or did she actually quit DA on short notice for some reason? I miss her, either way. :/

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Earlier today when I saw her go in her little pan while washing dishes she is now urinating full on bloody urine =/ This is getting far more serious now and I am seriously sick to death over this.
She had somewhat bloody urine before but now it's a full stream and it is very very red; even spots of blood in her urine. Actual bright red blood...
She's had a diet change, homeopathic treatments, and anything else I can do but she needs to get these tests done NOW -- Please please please, help in any way you can. Share, donate, etc. 
I also have a PayPal.me if that's easier as I know gofundme tends to rely mostly on credit cards -- http://www.paypal.me/NinjaKato
dA points (while thoughtful) would take 2

SterlingKato's cat is extremely sick and needs help URGENTLY, but needs help doing so. No, she is not some flakey kid just looking for money. She's been around for quite a while and this is the first, MAYBE second time I've EVER seen her ask for help, despite having some problems I'll briefly explain below. She pretty obviously DOESN'T like asking for help, so she's pretty desperate. :/

I've been following her for years, literally. I myself trust her (it's hard to earn my trust these days), and will be donating shortly. Before some asshole pops up and says, "WELL YOU SHOULDN'T OWN AN ANIMAL IF YOU CAN'T CARE FOR THEM!", you DO realize that shit happens, right? I didn't expect to get sick as shit, myself, and am VERY lucky to have help caring for my own pets until I'm well enough to do so myself. Not everyone has the Midas touch. And especially in the US, getting help for anything can be tough, despite what some assholes would have you believe. And by the way, I get what you're saying, but again, shit happens, and I trust them. And again, I've been following them for years and understand quite a bit about what they've been through, mostly 'cause I've either been there or am going through what they're going through.

But I can't make you and wouldn't make you donate if I could. I simply wanted to explain that little detail and ask that you help, especially if you're a follower, or have just now seen their art via this journal and enjoy it. They've done a shit-ton of commissions/auctions, with little to no problems at least keeping up their end, despite having some pretty obvious deep depression/shit-ass family issues. They deserve serious props for that alone.

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